Day 26 of 30 Days of Poetry

Why do I go back
Where I'm not wanted?
Why do I speak up
When my words are wrong?

I'm not like you
I'm different
I'm strange
I'm a weirdo
I'm a freak
I'm broken
I'm unwanted
I'm a misfit
I'm unlovable
I'm alone
I deserve this

I'm sorry for existing
I'm sorry I'm not dead
I'm sorry the pills didn't work
Or the knife
I'm sorry I was scared
I'm sorry I couldn't jump
I'm sorry you have to see me
I'm sorry (please stop)
I'm sorry I hurt
I'm sorry I can't stop crying
I'm sorry for apologising

I'm sorry I disturbed your nice life

I'll be gone soon
I'll go quietly
You won't even know
I was here